Freed

It may be cynical. But you can continue loving though you’ve already moved on.

It may be contradicting but then again, i can atest to the fact that you can and still love that one particular person but you will not be hopeful anymore that you and him might be together.

In the long process of moving on and mending broken hearts..indeed i managed to get by. I finished the race. I have moved on. Accepted the fact that our worlds can never be one. And yes, admittedly, a part of me loves him.

Weird but true. You can continue loving despite the fact that you’re not anymore hopeful of a relationship with him. that’s the wonder in this thing called love.

I wholeheartedly explained this to him. I still love him and it will take me quite some time to invest this type of sincere emotion to somebody else, not until he becomes ultra special, like he was when i fell in love with him.

I still love him, and according to him, he can feel it. yes he does. he ain’t numb not to. and these statements were followed by a contradictory statement, but in its truest sense, this is what i feel.

I’ve already moved on from the fact that me and him can’t be together anymore. there are differences, issues and other stuff we don’t need to mention that encompasses the reason why we cant be together. i said this to him, “WHAT WE HAD WAS REAL. REAL LOVE.” and he nodded. “TRUE.”

In that particular moment, when the universe conspired that the need to talk about stuff emerged, we asked each other if there came a point when we were angry at each other and why. then we managed to forgive one another. indeed that time i knew that i am where i should be. Within me, i am shouting praise and gratefulness to our Lord, His ways never fail. THANK YOU LORD.

and in between hugs and kisses on the forehead we managed to say to each other “LET’S BE HAPPY.”  thank you-s, sorry-s and well wishes were uttered.

indeed, it was one night to remember. we’re FREE